--; What More Do You Want JB?

i want more! point blank! period! i'm an excessive person, you can tell when i shop. i'm never going to stop! give me an inch and i'll take a yard. say lick it, i'ma eat it. i get mine and will take yours! but i'm up front wit it! [lol]

anyway, i stayed up thinking about this boy. i think i love him. [ no i know i love him] but he don't love me. i make him happy; give him what he wants. i watch him love another girl, and i stay docked for him. i keep myself just for him. never left him and if i did, i came right back for him. i tell him nothing of my feelings, i know he doesn't care. i don't waste his time by telling him of the times imiss him and think of him. unless i'm being nasty, and when we get nasty, i hold back from him . tell him it's alright, but really it's the best from him. when he fuckin other girls, cause i know he fuckin other girls, i hope they choke on it. i hate the fact i'm not the only one, but he don't care. he do him regardless. i do everything for him, regardless. but it's out of love. and iknow if i didn't love him, i woulda been dropped him. and i know if i won't so nieve and easy, he might love me. he probably like "why pay for the cow when the milk is free" and i'm like "take care of the one who feeds you" and he'll be like "girl you don't feed me" and i'm like "well lemme fall back again." he be like "there you go again" and i'm like "whatever nigga, bye.." once again.

they say "jb why you want him anyway, someone like him to wife you." i'm sayin doh "i love that nigga yo." to me he is the stars that lighten my dark nights, the sun that warms me up on a cool day; the snow that adds to the winter scenery. he means everthing and more to me. i couldn't put a price on his smile, because it's priceless.

i don;t know why i'm writing this cause everyone knows he don't love me. he don't care about me. and he will never. and one day when it finally hits, i'm outta here. i'm leaving him. i'll stop loving him..for sure.

i won't do the things i do for him.. i'ma leave him! FOR SURE.





but until then; i'm sittin here...stuck on him.

yeah, so JB, what more do you want from him? he not puttin in more, so how can you expect more?.................



-Jhasmyn.!*